As everybody can tell, you've been hurt by the truth I posted about you Bear - trust me, I have been very merciful towards you and have not used the type of pejoratives on you that would make a sailor blush. While you deserve it, I don't want to profane the board with any such language as it just isn't my style. Obviously, you are possessed of mental instability, childish insecurity, hate, bigotry, sexual insecurity by your own admittance, and other forms of personal weakness that stimulates you to try to bring others down to your level. I could post more personal attacks on you like you do to me and others but it's not worth the time or effort as it would only bring you down further. If anything, it would be unfair on my part since it would only be doing the same thing you do. I fear for you and, believe it or not, would be very troubled if you allowed your self hatred to further destroy yourself. For your own good, it would be best if you see a psychological counselor and to give up the hate and insecurities.