If I wanted to be an American I would be. I don't so I'm not. How is that envy?
I think your just scared. The USA is a nation ceased with paranoia, ergo all the war machines and need to control everything.
It's sad. I honestly pity you and your country. That's not an ad hominem either. My great aunt came up this summer from California and her fear was palatable. I visit other forums with Americans and again the fear is so heavy. I think Michal Moore was correct in saying your elite keep you in constant fear. He meant in terms of health care but it extends much beyond that too.
Anyway, keep your gun loaded, your door locked and may you keep your health and your job too.
That's why the U.S. is basically a conservative country, cons are always afriaid of something.
This is a fact proven by science.....cons are cowards.