well put talloola.
So, would you expect that people have to take from religion what you would take from religion if you were to believe and decide to belong to one?
I did belong to one many years ago, as a child, guess that's a little different, everything was about obedience, and being good, and I was very
obedient and good.
I can't even begin to imagine how I would be if I was again a practicing catholic.
That means I would be a sincere believer, so I would be very serious about all
the facets of the faith I suppose, oh I don't know, the fact that I don't believe
in any of it, makes that impossible to visualize. I still would be good, I just
like to be good, makes me happy, so that part fits. lol
I love churches, but only because of the architecture, the old beautiful churches,
and I do feel good thinking about how secure I felt as a child kneeling in the
pews saying my prayers, and believing that 'god' was looking after me, but I
feared him, and was worried that he would know everything I did that wasn't
in the rules, if I said 'damn' on Monday, I couldn't wait till Sunday to go to
confession, to clean the slate again.
And, for sure, being in a church definitely brings back very clear memories,
as my first four years of catholic school, caused me to be very involved in my
religion, both in school and in church, so the inside of a church churns up
all of that, as clear as if it was yesterday, and I can see myself being so good
and obedient with that bit of fear that goes along with it.
That person was someone else, seems like an old friend, I grew out of that
person, my brain would not allow me to remain there, I became much more
aware of what was around me, and bloomed into a full blown human being,
with all the strengths and powers we have, don't need myths and angels and
such to guide me any more, from the age of 12
I expect people to do what they believe, and what makes them feel whole.
That's what I am doing, and if I tried to believe in a god, it would be fake
anyway, I would just be playing a game to get on the good side of the god,
and I am not a fake person, so wouldn't work.
I think I feel most 'concern' for the ones who don't know where to go, can't
figure out what's going on, is there, or isn't there a god, that would be a
very restless place to be, I'm glad I'm not there.
Sorry to be so long winded, but you really started me thinking on this one.