That's fine, you're just doubting claims that science doesn't make anyway. What you're doubting are the straw man claims that people who don't understand science's claims invent about them. Natural selection, for instance, is the precise opposite of a helter-skelter random process. Really though, you should find out what the theory of evolution actually claims before doubting it.I never expressed anything more than my doubts that what we see here, what and who we are, how everything in life (now there is something that you and your ilk never explained satisfactorily) works without a designer, and how it just came about helter-skelter.
Your designer doesn't explain anything either. You're trying to explain something you find complex and incomprehensible--what we see here, what and who we are, etc.--by postulating a designer who must be even more complex and incomprehensible, and then you have to explain where the designer came from, which you cannot do except by further postulating that he's always been here. And even if you can demonstrate that the designer exists, you're still left holding an empty bag until you can demonstrate that the designer must be the Christian deity you profess to believe in.
Actually I doubt you'll see this, I'm pretty sure you've got me on ignore after our previous little contretemps over your sloppy thinking, but I thought some others might be interested.