Actually, drugs don't make people feel good, they make people oblivious to their surroundings, incoherent, illogical, irrational, unmotivated, and prone to incorrect perceptions.
My advice to you?
Fire your Dealer.
Take it from me.....drugs make you feel GOOD!
they do a lot of bad things as well, but the draw is they can make you feel incredibly GOOOOOD!
And I've been drug-free for years. before you ask.