And you do such a fine job of showing us that, actually on a very consistent basis, the puzzling part is why you use yourself and your life as the example of what-not-to-do.Oh well, none of us can be perfect, I suppose.
Since you claim to be god (asking for funds post) but that does fall short of being perfect then you would seem to be an inferior product when compared to the qualities of the one in Scripture. Godless should be a label you would wear proudly, the other labels you own would be able to determine just how godless you really are.