Dexter
If you choose to disbelieve that is your path - just let go and don't work so hard at proving you are right. It is your choice - a personal choice - and not for anyone else to sit in judgment.
That you acknowledge deep love for your mother should sustain you in getting through the grief if you allow it to be present - even in your non-prayerful thoughts.
It has only been one year - and the first is the worst.
If you choose to disbelieve that is your path - just let go and don't work so hard at proving you are right. It is your choice - a personal choice - and not for anyone else to sit in judgment.
That you acknowledge deep love for your mother should sustain you in getting through the grief if you allow it to be present - even in your non-prayerful thoughts.
It has only been one year - and the first is the worst.