Course I went to church jay, what kid didn't. Do you really think I make my beliefs based on nothing. Truth is, I just could not buy any of it, sorry, thats the way my minds works. Although the minister was nice, but I did notice that when ever you asked any real questions, his answers never worked for me. I will give you an example. He had a map of the world on the wall, he had different coloured thumb tacks covering all parts of the world. Now each thumb tack re-presented one of his childern, he had 8, 2 sets of twins. Each thumb tack re-presented where each of his childern were going to be missionaries when they grew up. Well I happen to know for a fact that bruce one of his sons wanted to be a fireman. I pointed this out to him. But he told me that bruce would not be a fireman, he would be a missionary. But what if he does not want to be a missionary I asked him? Well, he is going to be a missionary! The more I asked why would he have to be a missionary, if he did not want to be, the more upset he became. This was the first dawning I had that all was not kosher. Although I was young, I was always allowed to question everything, and even if I would not have been allowed to question, I would have anyway...I was and am still willful. Tis the burden I carry.
Anyway, what will be will be.