Now I don't believe that you went to see your doctor. You're still hateful. You know that people won't like you as a result of your bitter nature.
If you ever do see your doctor - if you have a doctor - a private consultation between the two of you will not leave the room. You can spill your guts to him and he will help you. It's not healthy spending your life being spiteful and not looking after your physical self. Fewer people will want to associate with you. Loneliness, especially as we age, can be a big issue, according to Zoomer magazine. Not having anyone to chat with, or share the odd meal isn't good for anyone.
Are you a member of any clubs? Any that put on Sunday socials or special functions? Perhaps something like the Legion, where you can drop in during the day and say hi to people. Mingle. Socialize. You'll feel so much better for it.
If you see a doctor, he will agree with getting out and mixing with others.
You know, the title of this thread is the story of your enslavement. You're a slave to your own bitterness.