Very good indeed! I'm glad you found that aspect of yourself while tripping. What a refreshing read and some very interesting insight of yourself and your life have come of it. I have to add that you probably have the text book example of how to try LSD for the first time. You now can see where it is that some people can go off the rails under the influence. And I agree that it should not be available without having that first hand experience of psychedelics under your belt. That and a good guide make all the difference in the world.
Thanks for the appreciation, Unforgiven! :smile:
And yes, I've been thinking recently about this issue of allowing or banning LSD. On the one hand, it is for the first time since I began tripping that I understood just jow dangerous a substance can be, but on the other hand, I managed to solve some very difficult and deep personal issues while on LSD that I hadn't been able to solve with other substances. This time I can see that I really managed to do it, because I see the change in people's reactions towards me, and some of closer friends, who are not close enough to know about these experiences of mine, but close enough to speak frankly, have been saying how glad they are that I finally got rid of some of these problems. So, the change is not just in my head, I actually did it this time, and people see it and feel it and congratulate me. And the experience itself was not in any way frightening, or upsetting, because I did it right, I did it under proper guidance, and I was ready for it.
So what I think is - I do believe that LSD has got a great potential for inner development, for self-change, for inner growth. As such, it can do a lot of good. So if, for instance, I had the power to decide and to make laws, I wouldn't ban LSD altogether. But my experience has taught me that it needs to be taken under very good control and by those who already know how to cope, so I woiuld make the use of LSD very restricted and controlled. My idea of a potential LSD user is someone who is over 25 years of age, without any medically recorded mental disorders, someone who is either self-supporting, or provides for at least a half of his or her monthly budget, and who's got a good and positive history of psychedelic use, at least five good trips, with a good dose and with positive consequences. I guess this covers about all the risk points. Meeting these requirements is a great guarantee that you won't make a mess of your life afterwards.