Dixie Cup,
Hi, the name gives me a picture of a petite lady.
From what I gather, Dixie, you have faith in God which gives you a degree of comfort, that despite your trials, you have a certain peace about you.
Churches are good, Dixie in this respect: they perform a duty to those who have little hunger for the depth of the word and are satisfied with what spiritual nourishment they give.
The depth of the word, or should I say the meat of the word is in studying, searching and experiencing the good that comes out of it, which makes of us a more mature person.
But again, one has to have a desire to dabble in the word.
I say my prayers every night; I believe He/She watches over me. I try to live my life as good as I can. I seek forgiveness often because I need to (I "fall down" a lot). I try to be kind and compassionate and it tears me to pieces when I see people suffer. I try to give what I can financially and pray when I can't.>>>Dixie
Based on the above paragraph, you’re doing an excellent job and know the truth of where your blessings come from.
I
sometimes think I'd like to attend a church with a Black Congregation because they really look like they're having a lot of fun singing and praying and stuff. Don't know that I have the courage (I'm white) and it probably doesn't matter - it's MY issue not theirs. But I think worshipping should be FUN!!
Yes, I too have been there, I mean to a Black church, and it is very exciting.
Singing is one thing I really enjoy, especially the old gospel hymns. Singing to God welcomes a spiritual blessing. It lightens the heart and praises God all at the same time.
Needless to say, I'm still searching and I hope that some day I'll get to where I need to be>>>Dixie.
Fellowship is an important key, not only for you but for children as well.
But, I would suggest (In the mean time) perhaps reading the New Testament bible section, and getting an idea of what it is all about. With your sincere heart, God will reveal to you many things to you.
God loves you more than what we give Him credit for.
Enjoy this day knowing you are loved despite our afflictions.
Peace>>>AJ
Cheers!![/quote]