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[selfactivated]

I didnt realise till just now......I read a book on Wyrrd by Lynn V Andrews. She was trained up in Shamanism by 2 Canadian Wise Women (Shamans) its called The Women of Wyrrd .....The arousal of the inner fire.

How is it your so self assured all the time? I get so angry I cry. then get in trouble for speaking my mind. I cant please everybody and when I dont I get mad at myself......Sometimes I wish I just didnt care.

 

[RomSpaceKnight]

On another pagan forum we just had a big row. A skinhead kid claiming to be pagan joined up and started a thread on National Socialism. Well I was all over him like a cat on a mouse. I got very emotional and as his replies became increasingly racist I upped the ante. There were some on the forum who wanted to engage him in meaningful discussion and I'm screaming for his head. It took 2 days for his posts and PM to become dangerously racist and get him banned and the thread locked. Unfortunately emotions carried over and there is still a bit of a row going on between those who wanted him gone and those who wanted to help him change his ways. I was the most vocal of those who wanted the troll filth driven out of decent society to live and interact with the other troll filth of National Socialism.

Me self assured. Then why am I on meds for depression and anxiety? I fake it real well. I should take up acting for a hobby. Plus I can lie like a rug. I'm a very convincing liar. I'm real good at self deception and lying to myself.

 

[selfactivated]

Stop it........your talking to a friggin nut case. Im too honest but then Id hate myself even more. Who knows.....I dont know. I just want to be treated fairly. I want everyone to be treated fairly. Im never going to see that. Your a good friend and I appreciate you listening to my nonsense.

 

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Saturday Full Moon 6:17 PM
2nd quarter Virgo
Storm Moon
Lunar Eclipse 6:22 PM 13, degrees Virgo 00' (dont know what the degrees are)

Definately a planting day! I'll be planting Daisies I had a vision at Yule that as the Daisies bloom my friend will be healed enough to come back on line. Wolf gave me the message

 

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Night

 

[hermanntrude]

why are faeries always so provocatively dressed?

 

[selfactivated]

*giggle* cause we just dead arse sexy

 

[selfactivated]

Ok I have to get ready for full moon and Kris is coming over too. If its nice Ill do a fire. We start at 6 any Kind thought or intentions needed send them my way. Think them kiss your palm and blow them east........Ill get them You can also light a candle and picture me in the flame. Be Gentle Oh and I dont kiss and tell

 

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Friday 2, March 2007

"Sing Your Own Song"

"Since you are like no other being ever created since the beginning of time, you are incomparable."

-- Brenda Ueland

Great forces are directing you to conform to the patterns of your society. You have DNA that has been handed down from generation to generation, coding repeated behaviour patterns into your being. You have archetypal energies setting the standards for how you behave as a man or a woman, as husband or wife, as father or mother .... You are immersed in consensual reality, whereby the world around you reflects societal understanding of how life has been and is to be.

At the same time, you have an even greater force within you inspiring you to wake up and recognize the reality of who you are. This force, the creative power underlying the entire universe, is urging you to create brand new standards of reality.

The status quo is blind to our creative power. Create a brand new world for yourself, one that meets your deepest needs, and you will help raise the quality of consciousness of the entire world.

"You must be the change you wish to see in the world."

-- Gandhi

 

[vinod1975]

That was just an excellant way to say NEVER GIVE UP , I am impressed

 

[hermanntrude]

if only she'd move her foot.

 

[selfactivated]

Ill send you some scantier ones......remind me LOL goof

 

[RomSpaceKnight]

Tattoo not finished yet. I'm a wimp and have a low pain tolerance. Was tensing up to much, making it hard for the artist. When it heals up in a couple weeks going back for finish.

Is an "aegishjalmur" with bind runes for health incorporated. Is an old viking/saxon tattoo that warriors would wear to make themselves look more fierce.

 

[selfactivated]

*fanning herself* Iy yi yi! I LOVE it!.....oh and the Tat too

 

[selfactivated]

Ok my Darling sweet Pan
Creativity I need and your the Man

The pot is emply once again
I need it filled you know I can.

Help me visualize my craft
earings of feathers no Im not daft.

Wares I'll sell for treats I need
Help me my God It is this I plead

Start the juices flowing
Into my head share Knowing

Make my eyes clear
Guide my hands my Dear

 

[selfactivated]

Whatcha think?

 

[AmberEyes]

Whatcha think?

Goose feathers? lol. Pretty ^.^

 

[darkbeaver]

Nice work Self, but they wouldn't go with anything I wear.:wave: