Is skipping sessions not akin to missing out on taking your meds on time?
Self - Ignore those who hurt you, I know it is easier to say than to do. I believe that everything that happens to us is for a reason and that reason is to allow us to correct a fault or weakness in our character and personality. There will always be people who will try to hurt you but they will not succeed unless you give them the power. We do this in very unconscious way, the way we carry ourselves always walk with your shoulders squared and your head held high as if you were the most important person in the world and you are to yourself. Never belittle yourself even if you are not sure of yourself, act with confidence as if you knew exactly what to do. Sometime we are not sure what we should do, sit down and write down all the pros and cons. If the cons win then don't do it but if the pros win go forward with confidence. Another little trick that really works well, everyday at least once a day look at yourself in the mirror and say "Hey you, you are special there is no other person like me, I love me, I am loved, I will not let any negativity into my life today." It will not work the first times but as you begin to believe in what you say things will change. There will alway be some negativity in the world but with time you will stop taking it all onto youself. You are not responsible for the actions of the idiots in this world.Ive been in tears all afternoon. I know you tell me dont wear my heart on my sleeve but I cant help it. This is why I stay in and when I stay in I get the same. I just dont get why people can be so haateful. I have millions of reason to hate but I dont. Even in adressing Sanctus I addressed his post(job) not him.
Ive really got to eat early tonight. Im hungry. Im going to make the second steak with mushrooms and onions. Broccolli spears and Im going to splurge on instant potatoes.
Tomorrow night I will be in the hospital for Sleep study.
I just got home from doing laundry. I have a bumper sticker on my car that says Pagan and Proud. I was putting my laundry in the car and the car next to me pulled out and the boy (there were three teens) rolled down his window and screamed "Proud of what? Jesus is the way" and spit at my car. Nice eh?
I think the title is "Eyes on the sparrow" or something close to that, I have it on one of my CDs. When I go out for coffee tonight I will look in my cd binder in my van and will get back to you later.