I never said it was punishment, I said it COULD have been a test, when you had passed yourself off as "religious" I had assumed(mistakenly apparantly) you meant christian because of the forums we are on and the content we were discussing. In either case someone dying and bad things happening are in no way a reflection on Gods goodness.
You are aware that currently satan has dominion over this earth right?
“Now there was a day when the sons (angels) of God came to present themselves before the LORD, and Satan came also among them. And the LORD said unto Satan, Whence comest thou? Then Satan answered the LORD, and said, From going to and fro in the earth, and from walking up and down in it.” (Job 1:6-7)
In whom the god of this world hath blinded the minds of them which believe not… (2 Cor 4:4)
And every spirit that confesseth not that Jesus Christ is come in the flesh is not of God: and this is that spirit of antichrist, whereof ye have heard that it should come; and even now already is it in the world. (1 Jon 4:3)
And the Devil, leading Him up into a high mountain, showed Him all the kingdoms of the world in a moment of time. And the Devil said to Him, “All this power I will give you, and the glory of them; for it has been delivered to me. And I give it to whomever I will. Therefore if you will worship me, all shall be yours.” (Lk 4:5 –7)
This is not going to be so forever though, Jesus will be back one day and satan will be bound, until then we need to be strong in the Lord.
Ephesians 6:10-12
10 Finally, be strong in the Lord and in his mighty power. 11 Put on the full armor of God so that you can take your stand against the devil's schemes. 12 For our struggle is not against flesh and blood, but against the rulers, against the authorities, against the powers of this dark world and against the spiritual forces of evil in the heavenly realms.
"I'm not usually so harsh with people like you, but your arrogant self righteous sanctimonious certainty earns nothing but scorn from me. "
Hey you've got the same feelings towards God himself so it is no suprise that you have the same feelings for one of his servants. I do not hold it against you, without the holy spirit it is very hard for people to see spritual issues clearly. I have nothing but love for you and no ammount of insults are going to stop me from praying for you!
"And to be told, as EternalSaint tried to do, that it's my fault god's not paying attention to me, and may in fact be actively punishing me, is an outrage, utterly inconsistent with everything I understand about what Jesus tried to teach. "
But let him ask in faith, with no doubting, for he who doubts is like a wave of the sea driven and tossed by the wind. For let not that man suppose that he will receive anything from the Lord (James 1:6-7).
But your iniquities have separated you from your God; And your sins have hidden His face from you, So that He will not hear (Isaiah 59:2).
Now we know that God does not hear sinners; but if anyone is a worshiper of God and does His will, He hears him (John 9:31).
If your "faith" was so easily swayed I would contest that it was not sufficient in the first place. What you understand about what Jesus taught was obviously things you heard from other people because they really don't seem to be consistent with what the bible actually says.
You never did answer this "What if your cousin is sitting in heaven right now waiting for you?"