There is no difference between 'suicide' and 'ending your own life'. As i said she has my sympathy, but not my empathy.. or respect. Its quite clear the public spectacle she made out of this was intended to elicit pity, and likely to assuage her own conscience.
'Sin cleanser' is a rather trite phrase for the most powerful of God's redeeming graces.. for those in their last agony. Brittany seems to have not given much consideration to how involving her family in this would affect them. It was cleary intended to put the whole issue on the political boil.
Okay I will concede that in your world according to you, ending your life so that you don't die seizing every few minutes and convulsing and screaming in agony, no longer knowing who you are, is to be labeled suicide. I do not see it that way but perhaps it is, I mean mental agony that drives others to suicide really is not any less agonizing then physical agony so I will concede that perhaps you are right on that.
When Rosa Parks got on that bus she too made a public spectacle of herself. She was a damn uppity n*gger in the mind of many. My point here being as society grows, learns and evolves we learn to view things quite differently. What was once held as near and dear and right in one century or decade changes in the next.
Have you ever heard someone beg to die, or awaken every morning and begin to cry because every night when going to sleep their last prayer was to die to relieve the agony. It is a horrendous thing to witness. And the watchers are torn by guilt and remorse. Guilt because they just wish the person would die too so that creates a disturbing dichotomy. You breathe every breath with them. You struggle with them on every flemmy choke.
This young lady bravely spared her family that horror. She was 29 years old. She wanted to live, and have babies and enjoy life with her new husband. That was not meant for her this time around.
God is love. No amount of physical suffering can atone for the wrongs we do to others or to ourselves. God is love and if I would not have another suffer surely and certainly a god of love would not either.
It is good to see that you have sympathy for her though. I am certain, many others do not even have that amount of grace within them.
I hope by the time I arrive at this place, taking a pill is a standard option.