wulfie68
Self discipline is the willingness to temporarily put aside personal pleasures to achieve a goal. Its the willingness to get your hands dirty when it needs to be done to improve things around you. If your toilet is plugged, self discipline is what compels you to unplug it and clean up the mess instead of smelling flowers in your garden. Its not about mechanical obedience but an acceptance that life is not limited to the "nice" things. Its also what allows us to face our fears and overcome them.
And you don't need love in the bush, just respect for your surroundings. A bear,cougar or any other animal won't care if you love it or not; neither will poison ivy or the like: just get stay out of its way.
I'm not wild about the Peace Corps idea either to be honest: that seems to be more an externally focused program. I'm not saying its without worth but if we're trying to build our communities, I feel we need to focus more on them.
You see a young man, supple, eager, beautiful with clear eyes and a lovely smile, and a few years later you see him again and he is almost unrecognizable - sloppy, callous, indifferent, full of platitudes, highly respectable, hard, ugly, closed and sentimental. Surely discipline would have "saved him". My self, who have been disciplined almost out of existence, often wonder where the middle way is .Discipline means
to learn, not to conform, not to suppress, not to imitate the pattern of what accepted authority considers noble , to learn, to be austere, to be free, to be sensitive, and to see
the beauty of love. Learning is the freedom of perception, of seeing. And you cannot learn if you are not free. So this very learning is its own discipline - you don't have to discipline yourself and then learn. So learning is the
highest form of discipline. Learning demands intelligence and sensitivity. Discipline, as it is generally understood, is the act of will, which is violence. People seem to think that freedom is the result of prolonged discipline. To see clearly is its own discipline and to see clearly there must be freedom. So freedom is not at the end of discipline, but the understanding of freedom is its own discipline. The two go together, inseparably: when you separate them there is conflict. . So freedom is at the beginning and not at the end: the beginning is the end. To learn about all this is its own discipline. Learning itself demands sensitivity. If you are not sensitive to yourself - , to your environment, to your relationships - if you are not sensitive to what is happening round you, in the "bush" in the kitchen or in the world, then however much you discipline yourself you only become more and more insensitive, more and more self-centred . To learn is to be sensitive to yourself and to the world outside you, for the
world outside is you. If you are sensitive to yourself you are bound to be sensitive to the world. This sensitivity is the highest form of intelligence. It is not the sensitivity of a specialist - the doctor, the scientist or the artist. Such fragmentation does not bring sensitivity. How can one love if there is no sensitivity? Sentimentality and emotionalism deny sensitivity because they are terribly cruel; they are responsible for wars. So discipline is not the drill of the sergeant - whether in the parade-ground or in yourself - which is the will. Learning all day long, and during sleep, has its own extraordinary discipline . In this there is love. Love has its own discipline, and the beauty of it escapes a mind that is drilled, shaped, controlled, tortured. Without such a discipline the mind cannot go very far.Don't believe or disbelieve ...inquire.