taxslave,
No. I'm not into sadfishing, and I will not take my own life. I'm just confused in this moment. I walk out the front door and feel like the whole world is coming at me. I still have insight...for now. It's my schizophrenic 'delusions of reference' and 'delusions of persecution.'
I just wish i was 10 years old again....knowing nothing of drugs, tobacco, alcohol, racism...etc. Just pure unbridled god-given energy, creativity, joy, no responsibility...etc.
Thanks for taking a moment to talk to me. It meant a lot.
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Often what is considered "in" is more accurately described as lemmings on the move. Some of the smartest people dance to a different drummer."
I wish I had written that!