Cliffy: God will determine who he chooses. We have no ability "to connect to the source". Though, I should query what you are defining as source. It is always God seeking us. We, the lost sheep do not seek him first. You give abominable mankind too much credit. Now here I shall sound like a pompous elitist and that is why I rarely give way to open discussion on the matter. I find it difficult to communicate the fact that we humans have no inclination whatsoever to seek God. Rather, we run from him so fast that he only catches a glimpse of our after burners. That, perhaps is not the offensive part of the debate. Here is where some think I go madcap. God chooses us. Not the other way around. We have NOTHING to do with knowing God and if we do not come to know him on His terms, we fool ourselves completely. See, we do not recognize or acknowledge our deplorable state. Rather we esteem our knowledge and fancy ourselves deep thinkers. Oh that we would only know our thoughts on the matter of Holiness are pure rubbish. So, when I tell you that yes, God saved a wretched sinner like me - I mean a wretched sinner. A filthy, fuming, proud double faced fink. Now - we may imagine I am a "black" devil - the sort involved in gambling, drink and smut. I tell you I am worse off. I am rather a white devil! No! Rather a Platinum devil - was full of every pride known to mankind. Could nearly outrun Satan himself for the prize. Now, I am here to tell you. There was not so much as a morsel of goodness within me that I should seek the Lord. He grabbed me even against my beautiful polished self will and brought me before his judgement and mercy. I had NOTHING to do with it.
Dark B: Holy cow. You may not want to read my next thread as I think you may strongly disagree. Yikes!