Peacegirl, one thing I certainly have no control over is when I wake up in the middle of the night with a thought in my head and it stops me from falling back asleep.
I want to write down this thought but let me first insist that
it's only a reflection, not an attempt at proving free will! The fact that I said I no longer wanted to spend a lot of time in this thread is irrelevant because I
want to write this.
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I want you to consider the art of musical composition, to think about it deeply. Take Beethoven's 9th symphony as an example because it is famous. He completed it in 1824 but started to work on it in 1818. The ''Ode to Joy'', one of the most famously and universally recognized melody ever written in the history of western music is based on a poem by Schiller. As soon as 1793, Beethoven had started thinking about how he wanted to put this poem to music. That means this famous little melody took no less than
19 years to reach the state of perfection it acquired in his sense. 19 long years of trying to figure out which note came after which.
Now you could argue that I'm projecting the words ''beauty'' and ''perfection'' onto his work and that subjective notions such as these have no basis in reality, that all this melody is in the end is an arbitrary and relatively random succession of tones, but that would go against every little bit of common sense. There is a reason why this melody is so easily memorized, it's because it's a marvel of sonic architecture. Similarly, the great medieval cathedrals still stand today because they were well built.
But consider this... This simple melody we all know so well existed
before Beethoven actually wrote it. This melody has always existed as a matter of fact. It existed as a possibility in the same way that the Big Bang was pregnant with humanity. Life on earth wouldn't have appeared if it wasn't a possibility from the start. It could also have
not appeared, had things unfolded differently, but the fact that it did appear at least proves that human life as we know it
always existed as a possibility.
What I mean, simply, is that this melody could very well have been composed before by someone else because from a purely mathematical point of view, the melody
is nothing else but an arbitrary succession of notes. The Fibonacci series existed before Fibonacci discovered it as a meaningful succession of numbers. One could argue that composers ''discover'' their melodies. I am not taking credit away from their creative skills because I
know how hard it is, I practise the art of creating music myself and that is what I'm specialized in.
(You can watch this short low budget movie for which I composed the soundtrack if you need proof of my competence. You'll spot my name in the end credits.)
YouTube - L'Appât / The Bait.mov
Back to the subject at hand. Melodies exist before they are ''found'' by musicians. They exist as possibility until a musician is able to actualize it once and for all. The possibility becomes
fulfilled.
Now, from my point of view, Beethoven's Ode to Joy is a pretty eloquent demonstration of human will power and freedom, considering the man is known to have gone totally deaf by 1817, just as he was getting ready to start work on his 9th symphony. Of course, you can argue that he didn't abandon music because it gave him more satisfaction to persevere and compose despite his growing deafness. I have no problem with that. When we make a choice, we necessarily end up choosing what brings us most satisfaction.
But I do have a problem if one tries to take away freedom of will from the equation. Beethoven
could have abandoned and he did have suicidal thoughts when it was obvious his deafness problem wasn't getting any better. Most human beings
would have abandoned music in this situation, but he didn't.
Let's say we go along the Lessans road of saying humans have no free will whatsoever. We are compelled to do what we do because of our nature. We make our choices a certain way
because of nature and ultimately, because of God. I'm using the term ''God'' as meaning the laws of nature. It seems to me that to say that ultimately, God is the cause of every aspect of human life is the only
reasonable thing to say if you take away free will.
Every aspect of life, from the most obvious (planets in orbits) to the subtly human (the joy of seeing an old friend once more) can all ultimately be linked causally to God.
But is God free? Does God have a will? Lessans seems to think so. He says this:
Every human being is and has been obeying God’s will — Spinoza, his sister, Nageli, Durant, Mendel, Christ and even those who nailed him to the cross; but God has a secret plan that is going to shock all mankind due to the revolutionary changes that must come about for his benefit.
It's pretty clear that despite the fact that Lessans' God is understood as being the laws of nature as a whole, he does attribute intelligence to God. The notion that God has a plan pretty much requires the notion of a conscious and thinking God. The question is... Is God free? Can God choose anything else but what brings him most satisfaction? Does God have an authentic free will that we do not?
If God is not free,
what causes God to be the way he is? Why are the laws of nature as they are? What determines
them?
What determines God?
If God
is free, then this is very interesting because it means there
is some free will in this world after all. Free will
must exist if God has it. And because we are all manifestations of God, we are all manifestations of this Freedom. If God is understood as being the laws of nature as a whole, then we
are living manifestations of this God.
We are a part of God. We do have free will when we understand ourselves as being part of the whole.
And that makes us co-creators of this world.
God ''composed'' the Ode to Joy as a possibility,
but Beethoven actualized it after 19 years of hard work. And being a fan of ''double sided equations'', I have a hard time seeing why you couldn't extend God's freedom to Beethoven, as he is a living manifestation of God. And while we are nothing without God,
God is nothing without its parts. Take away atoms and you destroy every aspect of humanity. Take away nature and you destroy every aspect of God. We're all in this together. We are all co-creators of this world.
If freedom exists, it does through everyone of us. And the way I see it, you either use your freedom, or
someone else will use it for you. I have a hard time seeing how taking away the concept of free will from us can lead to anywhere but fatalism. And no Lessans hasn't convinced me at all that his world can come to be by taking away freedom from people. Freedom is the stuff of human dignity. Lessans thinks the concept of free will makes us flee our responsibility, but I don't agree at all. When one has the courage to say that he is fully free, he understands that he is fully responsible for his actions.
Now unlike Lessans, I don't think there is anything mathematically undeniable about what I just said. This is just my view of the world and
I understand that others have a different understanding of things. But the important thing here is that the concept of freedom is what makes me take responsibility for my actions and I'm not interested in getting rid of it.
My free will is an essential ingredient of my human dignity.