Before you tell me I am so late in entering this thread that makes me ineligible to "understand", I have, for the simple reasons of insatiable curiosity and quest for diverse opinions on anything & everything: read the whole thread from the beginning, including your very lengthy quotes from the rationed out two chapters, plus trying to actually draw anything of worth or reason from those same actual chapters - I couldn't.
So now you will tell me I am incapable of understanding, that I am wrong.
So I will respond in advance and tell you that what started out as trying to give you & Seymour Lessans fair play, turned into a rather unpleasantly fascinating experience of witnessing someone suffering from, IMO, Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder (not to be confused with Obsessive–compulsive disorder) displaying in their writing the signs and symptoms to such an extent I have not witnessed before. Not even on the OCD & OCPD support group forums! This is not a derogatory accusation, its a suggestion based on my observation of your words/behaviours that IMO you should be seeking professional help.
You will not even contemplate my suggestion of course, I can only hope that there is someone who has real life contact with you that has or will recognize you are displaying obsessive behaviour patterns and convince you to, at the very least, get a professional medical opinion to either prove or disprove what I'm suggesting.
I could quote innumerable quotes of yours to prove my point - even taken out of context they amply demonstrate that you are indeed speaking from a neurological and psychological mindset grossly hindered from reality by a DSM-IV and WHO officially recognized condition. I'll quote just two:
peacegirl #160: "Ironically, this new world offers more freedom than ever thought possible. I really have nothing more to say to you unless you can prove to me that you read the first two chapters. You have failed this test."
peacegirl #332: " That is a wonderful choice that this little girl made. Once again, I ask, who is taking this away from her?"
That was your response to: Curiosity #331 "I visit this lengthy exposition of Lessans' minor thoughts and the devotion paid to him and compare it with my daily visit to the webpage of a tiny just turned five year old girl who has been battling a vicious form of cancer - since the age of two - never knowing much of normal life other than what she can eke out between rounds of injections, radiation, terrible physical reaction, and yet she and her family accept and go on with her education, her ability to laugh to enjoy the tiny moments of happiness she finds between the horrors and know there are reasons- even in this most violent of cruel games nature can play - there has to be reason and choice - we are not, nor ever will be automatons following the same call of the same pied piper."
To be honest, it and many of the things you say demonstrate to me not only symptoms of OCPD but also of Narcissistic personality disorder (NPD) - again a DSM-IV & WHO officially recognized neurological/psychological disorder. All very much IMO and based on my experience - something you yourself defended on Lessans' behalf when questioned re his lack of academic qualifications. I don't know if you can even tolerate what I'm suggesting, probably not, but put it to the test - prove me wrong: get two accredited, professional medical opinions.
You are not Seymour Lessans, I have no interest in him having discarded his writings as the writings of a person who, IMO, definitely was labouring primarily under severe Narcissistic Personality Disorder as well as symptoms of OCPD - I would suggest to the point of being delusional. (I am guessing, not asking as no reply would or could be forthcoming from you, that you have a genetic connection of some sort with him.)
My discarding of him will cause you to state with the utmost conviction I cannot contribute as I am incapable of understanding and, possibly as you have with others, asking me to leave a thread which you regard as "yours" - another symptom. You cannot understand this as it will be impossible for you to accept, however: you have no more control over what is said or who may stay or leave than any of us here, only the Moderators have that authority. So I would politely suggest that you not bother, that is if you have enough control to prevent yourself from reacting.
Do please get professional help. I mean that sincerely.