bhoour said:
The thing that made me un-happy today, was being alone... again.
I want to be in a healthy adult relationship loved by someone, unconditionally. <SIGH>.
I'm supposedly in my prime (36)....and I'm wasting it on MYSELF! ...............
Check out
http://www.lavalife.com/
That's where I met the love of my life! We've been together 4 years and it's the first "real" relationship I've ever had. Dreams do come true!
Before meeting my dream girl, though, I must admit I enjoyed the single life. I did like being on my own about 99% of the time. It was that 1% that made me impulsively put up a profile on Lava Life and voila! There she was.

Did have a couple false starts ... lots of odd folk out there, but I don't discourage easily.
One thing in your favour is that the search can be so damn much fun! Getting to know people is a delight. The more interested you are in others, the more fun you'll have.
Ok, that's enough sappy stuff from Cosmo!