Un like you I don't live with that kind of fear.
The time Herald is referencing is the Great White Throne, the ones under Judgment have just been released from death or hell (whichever place they were in, asleep or in torment) and God Himself is asking them if they have had enough and are they now willing to play by the rules. You have a choice on what you say next without the words of today being a factor. I'm not sure what you find frightful, you anger seems to be that there is a first and a last.
I don't believe a word you or herald or eanassir or any of your type say about the end times, MHz, or about scriptures, or deities, or anything else related to those ideas. I take them no more seriously than I do tales of Zeus, Apollo, Thor, etc. None of it's true. I allow a finite, non-zero (but vanishingly small) probability that you might be on to something, because anyone trained in the sciences has it drummed into them from the beginning that you must never lose sight of the fact that you might be wrong. And if I am, my attitude on judgment day is going to be, "You gave us the powers of reason and intelligence and then insisted we not use them when it came to trying to understand the single most important fact--your existence--about the reality you created, but just accept without evidence that certain things are true. That's a dirty trick, and I will not worship you, not now, not ever."
Well God will make sure you understand all the 'fine print' before He accepts anything as being your 'final answer on the matters pertaining to God'.
But then you have read the verses below so you already know even more than I have said.
Re:21:3-7
And I heard a great voice out of heaven saying,
Behold,
the tabernacle of God is with men,
and he will dwell with them,
and they shall be his people,
and God himself shall be with them,
and be their God.
And God shall wipe away all tears from their eyes;
and there shall be no more death,
neither sorrow,
nor crying,
neither shall there be any more pain:
for the former things are passed away.
And he that sat upon the throne said,
Behold,
I make all things new.
And he said unto me,
Write:
for these words are true and faithful.
And he said unto me,
It is done.
I am Alpha and Omega,
the beginning and the end.
I will give unto him that is athirst of the fountain of the water of life freely.
He that overcometh shall inherit all things;
and I will be his God,
and he shall be my son.