Course I went to church jay, what kid didn't.  Do you really think I make my beliefs based on nothing.   Truth is, I just could not buy any of it, sorry, thats the way my minds works.  Although the minister was nice, but I did notice that when ever you asked any real questions, his answers never worked for me.  I will give you an example.  He had a map of the world on the wall, he had different coloured thumb tacks covering all parts of the world.  Now each thumb tack re-presented one of his childern, he had 8, 2 sets of twins.  Each thumb tack re-presented where each of his childern were going to be missionaries when they grew up.  Well I happen to know for a fact that bruce one of his sons wanted to be a fireman.  I pointed this out to him.  But he told me that bruce would not be a fireman, he would be a missionary.  But what if he does not want to be a missionary I asked him?  Well, he is going to be a missionary!  The more I asked why would he have to be a missionary, if he did not want to be, the more upset he became.  This was the first dawning I had that all was not kosher.  Although I was young, I was always allowed to question everything, and even if I would not have been allowed to question, I would have anyway...I was and am still willful.  Tis the burden I carry.
Anyway, what will be will be.