A transcript of Kris' latest two iPhone confessionals found on TWoP:
Oh Kris! I don't see any way how this guy could be self-indulgent, really.
ARTISTRY
. . . You know, as an artist, this show is the biggest platform in the world. There's millions and millions of people watching the show and I think for all of the people, for all of us, all we want to do is be successful. We've all wanted to do the music thing forever, and this is just our way of doing it. And we've gotten really lucky, but this our way of doing it successfully. And hopefully after the show, we are able to go out and make records and love what we're doing and be able to support our families , be able to support ourselves. And I think that's what we're all here for, we're just trying to do what we know how to do. And be happy with it and be happy with our lives. . . .
I know for me, like in my career as a musician now, I'm hoping that I can write my music and sing my music and play it and all that kind of stuff but if that doesn't work out that's...I actually think I'd be totally cool with that. I think through this I've actually learned that I'm okay with not being the head of everything. I've been helping some people out, and you know so have others, but I like helping people out and helping them make songs and stuff like that and writing with other people and just collaborating and I like to do that kind of stuff. And if I'm in the background, that's fine. I just like music a whole lot and I want it to be my life forever and I want to be able to make a living doing it.
JUDGES
. . . I think there's actually been two comments that made me feel really good. And one was when I sang "To Make You Feel My Love" and Simon said "You could do really well in this competition." I think that made me feel really, really good cause I'd been battling with some confidence things and when I sang that song I felt really, really good about it. When Simon said that, I felt like - you know what? maybe I can do well in this thing. And the whole artistry thing that Kara said, I thought that was nice because that's what I feel like I am. I feel like I'm an artist, I'm a musician, I'm a singer. And that just made a lot of sense to me and I really appreciated what she said.
I guess the comment that definitely kinda hurt me the most a little bit was when Simon called me self-indulgent, because that was the one comment throughout this whole thing I did not want to get. I don't feel like I'm a self-indulgent person, I don't feel like that at all. That was the one that, I don't know, made me feel like what I had in my head didn't work out. Maybe it wasn't self-indulgent but it just kinda hurt to get that comment. Not horribly, it was just that I didn't like that because that's not what I want to be on the show. I don't want to be self-indulgent, I don't want to be all about me so that was the one that hit home the worst.
Oh Kris! I don't see any way how this guy could be self-indulgent, really.