please show me where i misread your post. I thought you were saying that I must be free of desire. So to do that I thought that perhaps being without was a good thing and therefore i'd want it. If i wanted it i'd be desiring it... but then i wouldnt be without desire any more. Unobtainable goal. paradox. I can't see the misunderstanding.
perhaps you're going to tell me i'm too stupid to understand and that I should perhaps stop posting in "your" thread. Perhaps you'll be kind and tell me where I went wrong. In simple terms, so i dont misunderstand it.