I haven't read through all of the pages, but i thought i'd give my input and my experience with depression. I have really bad depression and I was given anti depressants to take, I took them for 2 months, but they made me feel so much worse and instead of helping it made my depression worse. It also made me feel that my happiness was fake. I was taking Celexa.
Depression runs in my family, but mine gets so bad that I feel like I want to die and if I don't have someone to talk to or help me out I will hurt myself it's consistant cutting my arms, but it's in the same spot. I don't feel comfortable talking to a therapist or a doctor, I would rather talk to my best friend about what's going on because he helps me out alot. I could take anti depressants again, but I don't want to experience what I did over again.
I've had an aunt commit suicide partly because of the depression and she was on meds when she did it. When I was on the meds I couldn't really eat or sleep, I was always so scared and having nightmares. I'm doing better now, I still get depressed and it gets really bad, but i'm better at handling it now with people to listen, but I don't tell that person everything.
Depression runs in my family, but mine gets so bad that I feel like I want to die and if I don't have someone to talk to or help me out I will hurt myself it's consistant cutting my arms, but it's in the same spot. I don't feel comfortable talking to a therapist or a doctor, I would rather talk to my best friend about what's going on because he helps me out alot. I could take anti depressants again, but I don't want to experience what I did over again.
I've had an aunt commit suicide partly because of the depression and she was on meds when she did it. When I was on the meds I couldn't really eat or sleep, I was always so scared and having nightmares. I'm doing better now, I still get depressed and it gets really bad, but i'm better at handling it now with people to listen, but I don't tell that person everything.