The Caracal Kid asked quite reasonably for an example of an insult you've suffered, Sanctus, and instead of answering you go off in a series of posts in a mode that looks to me like self-righteous self-pity. Not very attractive. I'd have expected better from a good Christian gentleman, though even the best of those obviously have limits, being merely human, but it's not clear what pushed you over the line. And when you finally do provide an example, it's from a private message. Stuff that nobody else can see isn't evidence, though I see that it's gone now, replaced with a line of #.
If you really want to leave the forums, you don't have to deal with the mods or admins, all you have to do is leave, i.e. just stop posting. I wish you wouldn't though. Obviously we disagree on just about everything when it comes to matters of religion, but you have a lively mind and a lot to say. I've been to your web site and read some of your poetry too. As I've said elsewhere on these forums, if we agreed on everything there'd be nothing to talk about.
One thing that a life in science has taught me is that I must always be open to the possibility that I might be wrong. If I am, it can only be people like you who prove it to me. Stick around. I want people like you in my life to test my own thinking against.