Then I'm a normal person.
I don't 'dwell' on Trump. Just because I call him a disgusting excuse of a human being, think he's a racist, bigoted POS doesn't mean I 'dwell' on him. It means I at least admit the reality of the type of creature he is.
You, meanwhile, are in total denial about everything about him, other than 'he's not so nice a guy, has rough edges', etc.
But that has absolutely NOTHING to do with the fact you are a disgusting person for thinking Dems want people to die in the millions all to blame Trump. It wouldn't matter who the 'end person' to blame would be - Trump, Pence, Pompeo, Tom, Dick, Harry - thinking that ANYONE wants millions to die just to put the 'blame' on someone is disgusting.
So your attempt at distracting the issue isn't exactly working.