the spiritual stuff has in a way eluded me, though I was touched by it in the darkest days of my existance. I contemplate the existance of this universe and beyond almost on a daily basis. But for some reason I don't know why, I see things through logical eyes so to speak. As the existance and belief of God especially the religous image of God I question deeply. How can you imagine how he or she or it looks like? How can a gold fish even imagine existance outside of its fish bowl let alone the galaxy. This God is way more than we can imagine. The way i see it we are limited by this concept of time, IT is not. It plays out a character and comes back to play another in this existance of time. Like a light photon that can exist in two places at once! So when you do look at someone else you are actually looking at yourself performing another roll. To also emphisize that IT may very well not have a gender for IT can't procreate. IT to me is just conscience manifested through us.
Was that too logical ? I seek my own answers and this is my own uninfluenced view. Well as far as I know.