I'm retired so my days are pretty basic.
There is no penalty for waiting until proof is available. The two witnesses will be in Jerusalem for 3 1/2 years before anybody is judged. Prayers are supposed to bring the same kind of protection Daniel had as well as anybody else called by God and wrote something that can be found in the Bible.
Perhaps God does not see your situation as being 'unbearable pain' rather than He doesn't see you as being important enough to deliver what you are asking for. The Flock is the bigger group and the other one is Shepherd and both belong to the same kingdom. The ones in the reference below are the last that can repent and that is the ticket to being alive for the 1,000 years. God chooses just believers for that era because the test at the end would see them thrown into the lake of fire. Having only believers alive means nobody will end up in the lake. The group that might have failed the test are gathered after the test is over, 1,000 years later they are as smart as the shepherds were when they were tested, the Shepherds have learned some new things to pass on by then. The new earth era is when voice commands can literally move mountains and trees, that is part of what the shepherds learn in the 1,000 years and that is what they pass on when that last era in the Bible begins.
De:4:26-31:
I call heaven and earth to witness against you this day,
that ye shall soon utterly perish from off the land whereunto ye go over Jordan to possess it;
ye shall not prolong your days upon it,
but shall utterly be destroyed.
And the LORD shall scatter you among the nations,
and ye shall be left few in number among the heathen,
whither the LORD shall lead you.
And there ye shall serve gods,
the work of men's hands,
wood and stone,
which neither see,
nor hear,
nor eat,
nor smell.
But if from thence thou shalt seek the LORD thy God,
thou shalt find him,
if thou seek him with all thy heart and with all thy soul.
When thou art in tribulation,
and all these things are come upon thee,
even in the latter days,
if thou turn to the LORD thy God,
and shalt be obedient unto his voice;
(For the LORD thy God is a merciful God
he will not forsake thee,
neither destroy thee,
nor forget the covenant of thy fathers which he sware unto them.
The story the Bible tells is the same story if you take it as literally written by one God using 40 Scribes or a fictional book that covers the fall of some people and how that ends up being fixed just before the end of the story.