
That was a conclusion, not an assumption, based on what you've posted in this thread. I suppose the opposite conclusion is equally defensible, that your life has been so troubled that it's made you harsh and nasty. In this thread you've displayed a complete lack of compassion and active cruelty toward a deeply troubled person seeking some support. I'm surprised; I'd have expected better from you than that from your posting history.
Hi China
Sounds like you are healing - don't rush it - time will help but meanwhile take care of yourself and plan your next moves.
You are returning to Canada at the best time of the year too with spring and summer on the way.
It will rebuild your heart and your spirit - both are so kind and giving - and you will
be a strong China again.
Just let yourself feel sad when you need to - until it has also moved on and out of your life.
Curio