There are some of us who only accept the authority we have in ourselves .... [/QUOTE
So you "only " accept the the authority that you have in ("our selves" )speak for your self ,Big Boy ;an authority of what ?......breathing , farting ; what kind of authority are you talking about ; your wife's authority over you ?....that's probably it .
An authority implies a control .It looks like you need to be controlled, to be"guided to a better life . Is that why you got married LG ?
Crave authority from within you ? What an odd concept.
How'd you like to straighten out your post so I can make sense of it. That would go a long ways if you are seeking a reply from me. Perhaps you might find an authority on the use of written English?
I did manage to make sense of the question "Is that why you got married LG ?" and the answer to it is, no, that isn't why I got married.
And I understoof this: "Crave authority from within you ? What an odd concept." My reply to that is no, I don't crave my own authority. I am my own authority. But I understand that you find that odd as you seem always to be seeking something in your posts.
Speaking of which, you want to know how to become enlightened? Flip the light switch on. Another way is to head for the loo and drop a large loaf. ;-)