Galaniomama and I have both have very boring jobs, or maybe we are so good at them, they just have become boring. Often now I find myself experiencing the following problem.
Sometimes, I don't know what it is I'm thinking about. I say to myself,"What are you thinking about, peapod?" And I respond by saying,"I don't know, peapod. I just don't know." I spend alot of time wondering what exactly is on my mind, but I usually draw a blank. No matter what I do, I can't figure out what I'm thinking. I spend hours at a time sitting quietly in my chair with my eyes closed, concentrating as hard as I can to try to find out what's going on inside my head - but there's nothing; it's just me wondering about what I'm thinking. And I sometimes try to catch myself by surprise by pretending not to be thinking about anything and then saying,"Hey peapod! What are you thinking about?!", but that distracts me and then I end up forgeting what I was thinking about. My best guess at to what I'm thinking about right now is how much fun it would be to catch myself thinking about something I didn't want me to know about.
If anyone has experienced a similar problem or has any advice, it would be greatly appreciated.
Sometimes, I don't know what it is I'm thinking about. I say to myself,"What are you thinking about, peapod?" And I respond by saying,"I don't know, peapod. I just don't know." I spend alot of time wondering what exactly is on my mind, but I usually draw a blank. No matter what I do, I can't figure out what I'm thinking. I spend hours at a time sitting quietly in my chair with my eyes closed, concentrating as hard as I can to try to find out what's going on inside my head - but there's nothing; it's just me wondering about what I'm thinking. And I sometimes try to catch myself by surprise by pretending not to be thinking about anything and then saying,"Hey peapod! What are you thinking about?!", but that distracts me and then I end up forgeting what I was thinking about. My best guess at to what I'm thinking about right now is how much fun it would be to catch myself thinking about something I didn't want me to know about.
If anyone has experienced a similar problem or has any advice, it would be greatly appreciated.