Last year I found myself in a room with a very quiet, almost motionless pale skinned little pixie faced girl with long blonde hair, a pointed chin and the most intelligent eyes I have seen, a half alien half human hybrid called Helas.
I was acutely aware that she was a part of me, perhaps genetically. (Don't ask me how this could be possible - I know how absurd this sounds.) Even after this, the Entities (I think there were several operating together this time) did not leave me alone.
I was still mulling over the message when once again a well-known buzzing vibration invaded my entire body as I lay there. This time, it was uniform, soft, and it didn't hurt. It was similar to the sensation I usually have that precedes an OOBE (or perhaps an abduction)! An out of body experience immediately commenced: I floated straight up to the ceiling, then (anti-clockwise) around the perimeter of the room once, hugging the ceiling and then back down on to the bed.
A second OOBE followed almost instantaneously, and this virtually mirrored the first. It seemed as if someone was testing the device usually used to transport me. I want to state that during these strange flights, I could not, and usually do not see myself on the bed, so this is not an NDE.
Then I had the third OOBE. Third time around, I rose up off the bed, straight through the ceiling, up through the flat above (an empty bedroom), through the next one up (which was also empty) and up into yet a third room which should not have been there. By rights I should have been on the roof. I vaguely recall a room with steely grey coloured walls that appeared to be made of slabs of granite stone. Here, I bounced around quite weightless, trying to float out of the large windows on one side of the room, the same way I had just gone through several ceilings, but for some reason, I couldn't get out of that room. I recall trying to get through the windows feet first, and solidly bouncing back.
Suddenly, I found myself flying along at tree height in an unknown city that looked like an eastern bloc town (I spent 5 years studying in Russia). Interestingly, I had to flap my arms like a bird to keep myself in the air. I had to particularly concentrate flapping my arms to prevent myself falling out of the sky, and felt at first exhilarated to have the power of flight.
This predicament kept me occupied for quite a few minutes. I flew past dingy blocks of flats at street lamp height, no one seemed to see me. I saw a railroad nearby, on it slowly moved a small diesel locomotive, the type used for shunting wooden goods wagons. After flapping around energetically for a few minutes, I got bored and decided I wanted to go home. I was just beginning to get frantic when the scene suddenly disappeared as suddenly as it appeared, and I found myself in bed again. Time had jumped once more and it was broad daylight. I could not help realizing that the "Bird man sequence" at the end of my experience must have been created by this (or these entities) tapping into my memories of the eastern bloc, and playing on the basic human fancy to fly unaided like a bird, to keep me mentally occupied while they did whatever they wanted to do.
That reality mind warp has been used on me at least once before. I would like to know what really happened during those moments that have been so cleverly shielded from my conscious memory. I have been having OOBE's since December 27, 1993. I have no doubt these are not dreams or sleep paralysis. I have consciously noticed myself rise off the bed, and float backwards out of the window feet first, slowly turn from the horizontal to the vertical position (through a rather precise angle of 90 degrees) while floating in mid air, and shoot upwards. Then I can't remember anymore.
I can also clearly recall on occasion suddenly waking up to find myself inexplicably diving head first towards the bedroom window, going through it like it wasn't there, and just before I slowly settled down horizontally on to my side of the bed observe two humanoid entities sitting on the bed, around my wife. (This was sometime in 1994.) There have been other unexplained paranormal incidents, some tied into OOBE's, others clearly evidence of increased psychic ability.
No matter what anybody thinks, I am afraid I do not subscribe to the Temporal Lobe Epilepsy theory, (apologies to Dr. Susan Blackmore). The appearance of a Blue Man (or Woman ?- the eyes were female) in my bedroom has really knocked me for six. I saw him (or her). She was there. She was real. What did he or she want? I am sure I am not alone in having experiences like this. This probably was an abduction experience. It isn't my first. Why is this happening? Why me?
I think the Governments of the world, including the Dubya Government know about these Alien Visitations. There is probably a great deal they are not telling us. I only want to know what is going on, and I want the world to understand that the Abduction phenomenon is really happening.