galianomama said:
Is that true happiness, or is it excitement?
Well you have a point there, galianomama. I guess it is mostly excitement, but the kind that brings happiness (of the fleeting kind) in the way Christmas brings happiness to the hearts of gift-seeking kids.
One of the things that makes me happiest is when I'm doing something that is a bit of a physical challenge (usually involving hills, for some reason). Hiking up a technically difficult trail or biking up an overly-steep hill brings me to a state of elation like you wouldn't believe right after I've achieved it. It is a real high.
I remember one hill (when hiking) where I was really scared to make the next step, it was a long and hard fall down if I didn't get it right, and a bit of a trick to do. Well, after a lot of doubt I did the thing, and man, I can still remember that high.
This is really embarrassing to admit, but one time the sheer joy of cycling actually brought tears to my eyes, I don't know what it was but I was just filled with a total sense of the joy of it. The road was a deserted farm road, the day was sunny, and everything was just perfect somehow.