My father has been gone for a long time, but I would say to him that, he never
figured out how to live life, first of all for himself, then for his wife and family,
we never had the nurturing we needed, and I have seen those blanks in my
makeup throughout the years, no hugs, no kisses, no time, no building of self
confidence, no trust, no being there, false promises, no money, but I guess what
I learned from him was, 'not' to be like that, be a good parent, and I knew how to
do that.
No, I can't imagine the pain and worry when your child is seriously ill, or is dieing,
the fear in the thought of it, is overwhelming.